I'm Sorry

I'm sorry

By: Arianna Gutierrez

 I'm sorry that I can't love you the way you want me to
I'm banging on my walls
 Till my fingers bleed

Trying to break them down and let you in
 And still I'm too guarded

I know that I am bad for you
That all I bring is pain
Its because of me that others hurt you

And that kills me

 I'm sorry I'm so clumsy
Always crashing in to you
And falling all over you

I bet your sick of it

I can be so annoying sometimes

 And sometimes I don't know what to say
So I say something stupid
Or nothing at all
 And even though I say them all the time;
"Yeah" and "ok" don't even come close to expressing my feelings for you

And sometimes I think, "Maybe you would be better off with out me"
There'd be no reason left for people to hurt you
You'd have no more worries

Maybe if I was strong enough I could protect you
Or at least I could be strong enough to let you go
But I can't

 So I will do everything in my power to be there
Always be your shoulder to cry on
Listen when you talk
Hold you close and whisper in your ear that everything is gonna be fine

 And I'm sorry that you didn't get better
But I guess I'll have to do